studying.

studying.

lazy.

i feel lazy today. woke up really late, this is like the first time in months that i've slept past like 7'oclock. made waffles, talked to che on aim, & researched PR & ad agencies. i'm in the middle of a career crisis & i haven't even gotten to college yet -__- it's between communications and medicine, both has its pros & cons so we'll see.

to do list(on going):
read ceremony.
finish bio practice IB tests.
buy laundry detergent.
make more bio notecards.
study cold war.
history notes.
history project papers.
history powerpoint.
history unit 8 essay.
drop off money at the bank.
send transcripts to sdsu.
buy black nailpolish.

so long.

& again it's been quite sometime since i wrote, but it's not like anyone reads this so whateeevs. mmm, busy with school stuff lately, pretty much completely occupied with it. IB & AP tests are coming up and i'm takin them suuuper serious because if all goes as planned i'll skip my freshman & part of my sophmore year of college at sdsu. went to the sdsu open house & decided that i'll be dorming my freshman year -__- idk how that will go since all people do there is do at the dorms is party & i need like a 4.0 to get into med. school so that might be a distraction, but we'll see. & me and jamie will hopefully be dorming together so that's a relief. i just can't wait for high school to be done with. sadly i must say that i did not enjoy my high school experience really... if it wasn't for IB i probably would have like dropped out.. well probably not lol but i would have been miserableee. but most of the people i met in IB made it alot eaaaasier and most of the teachers were really passionate, which made me like class. i'm tired of people in IB bitching up what schools they didn't get into lately, & those were the same people that gave me shit about me only applying to like two schools, but i got into my first choice and that's all i really care about. hmmm, i really wish i was a witty writer, or maybe i'm just too lazy to write witty... i wish my blogs were like Ricardo Zarate's columns where he writes about nothing in particular but actually unlocks like a theory of life, haha. Laura's a lucky girl, lol. well anyways today i just went to church by myself :/, went to the bookstore and read ceremony by Leslie Silko while eating a sandwich from cosi, & then went to my little cousins house to pick up stuff & say hi and all. twas' a good day, only downside though is i didn't get to talk to che very much, but there's always tommorow... here are some pictures that i've failed to post lately.



cupcakes, inspired by yellow raft on blue water by michael dorris.

on my way to sdsu.


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3lbs. of loveeee.

my cat's meaaaan.

my study area's getting messy :/

i learned lighting affects on my nikon :)

it's been awhile.

haven't blogged it quite sometime. i've been so sick, busy with school, or stressed about everything else. there's a three day weekend finaaaally. but i need to spend this weekend getting caught up on all my homework, i'm sooooo behind. UGH. yesterday was fun. i got to hang out with steveeeeen! & eva, melanie, jessica, hannah, alex, jhuanna, gilbert, & ivy. went to chipotle, but i'm not a big chipotle fan so i had l&ls. went home did homework, got a headache & so i went to sleep eaaaaaarly. woke up with a headache, went back to sleep, woke up again & now my headache is gone. soooo now i'm on the phone talking to che about his day of havoc and mayhem with the French and Portuguese. lol. i can't find my glasses & i'm too lazy to go upstairs and put contacts in, so i'm blind. i need to do university of phoenix homework. byeeeeeeeee.

loveeee.

yay todays me & che's threeee effin' years! it's been so long, doesn't seem that long though, seems like just yesterday we were kickin' it at the mall on friday nights, haha. & it's cool because unlike most couples we haven't broke up & so we've been together for threee years straight. too bad we couldn't spend today together :( but we'll make it up when we actually get to see eachother this summer i guess ! UGH, i haven't written in quite some time because i've had a bitchass fever & the flu so i've been hella' out of it... sucks. the fevers gone but i still got the flu symptoms :/ but whatevs. school is shit. dance rehearsals after school today for the talent show took forever, but oh yea i had my first & last rival schools performance on tuesday. intrigue got best all female & fedex our brother team got best all male so basically great oak took rival schools. who woulda thought? every year previously great oak was the laughing stock of 951's dance worldddd, feels good to change that. but idk, i'm just gonna do some homework tonight i guess. peaceee.

weekend.

yo;

im sick, this sucks. uhmm let's see my weekend was aight. went to a jerkin' party friday night, haha felt weird since i didn't know how to jerk haha. there was a shitload of ppl there & it was like super crowded & hottt :/ someone prank called the police & said there was a shooting at the party so the police came. They were very nice, as me & melanie made friends with some of them, haha... had dance practice the next day & then went with my mama to victoria gardens to do some shopping and then went back to promenade mall to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic, it was such a cuuuuute movie, funny too. but it made me realize how i shouldn't become a shopaholic, haha. i have a credit card & i haven't used it yet so i think i'm oookay for now... today's a whatever day, just homework & shit. i've gotten to talk to che alot today which was good, we got to go over our wedding plans which is always fun haha. ughh i need to finish my history internal later, but my dad's coming in a little bit so i'll spend time with him & then i need to pick up some papers for my inheritance stuff.

red velvet cupcake with cream cheese icing & pink sprinkles <3

promenade; it's change so much.

i bought a hat.

mi madre y yo.

the tempest by william shakespeare, it's my namesake.